A picnic in the middle of your living room, with a nice bottle of wine, candles and the music of your choice
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1) A picnic in the middle of your living room, with a nice bottle of wine, candles and the music of your choice.
2) A candle lit dinner in your own house or terrace. Use the stars as your background and the candles to make intimacy.
3) If there is a river or lake nearby see if there is a company that does champagne river or boat tours. As your guide relates the local habitat, you and your love can snuggle under a blanket and share a toast to your relationship.

I stretched myself out with my feet by the headboard feeling like my body was leaden and my head was helium-filled. I wondered if this was the other side of suicide. I wondered if I was already dead. I did not think about bleeding. I knew somehow that if I thought about it, it would happen...

The chipper quality of my voice in this message belied my intent for the call. A nearby Polish woman smiled at me while taking a drag on her cigarette. I smiled back at her, and descended into the subway for the last time in life, figuring that I would take whichever train came first. It happened to be headed south. I took the Tylenol PM first. I had no water, and was not ready for the vodka yet, so I chewed up the pills instead of swallowing them whole, causing my mouth and tongue to swell with a welcome numbness.